Aurora
A gasp escaped my lips at his words and I turned to look at him. I expected him to move his face back when he saw that I was turning to look at him but he didn't. His face was a hair breath away from me causing me to suck in a sharp breath. His gaze held mine tightly.
I wanted to pull back, I wanted to walk out from him and this room. I wanted to tell him off, that he was an asshole for disrupting my once peaceful life away from him. I wanted to say so much but at that moment I felt weak, I couldn't look away from his beautiful orbs that was churning with raw lust. Heat pooled in between my legs, I felt like I couldn't breath even though I was breathing just fine.
He eyes fell on my lips and he began leaning in, I knew what was about to happen and my heartbeat intensified.
Do I really want to kiss him? This needed to be stopped.
His lips had barely brushed mine when I gathered the little strength in me to push myself off the chair.
“W..what are you doing Ethan? Why are you doing this? You are getting married soon for heaven's sake” My chest heaved up and down as I spoke.
“But I want you, Aurora. I was serious earlier, I want to marry you” Ethan insisted and attempted to come closer but I took a step back.
“Oh cut the crap, Ethan” my voice raised. At the same time, thunder clapped loudly and it started raining heavily outside. The weather further intensified the tension in the room and helped drown the noise from getting outside the room.
“Can you even hear yourself? You want me but you are planning to marry another, does this even make sense to you?” I added, my voice increasing even more.
Ethan hesitated with a pained expression on his face, “I… it's complicated,” he stammered
His reply ticked me off even more and I yelled, “Then you can't have me!” I didn't want to stay here anymore, at least not in the same room with him so I made my way to the door.
Just as I passed him, he grabbed my hand to stop me. Then he moved a few steps so that he was in front of me, he placed a fingers under my jaw and pushed my face to look up at him.
“Are you sure I can't have you?” his face drew closer to mine and his eyes held mine firmly. The closer his face came, the more frantic Zoey was within me.
Was he going to kiss me? Was I going to let him? Heavens! I wanted him to kiss me, I wanted to kiss him but I couldn't. I can't!
These were questions that roam in my head but I couldn't process any answer, it was all mush in there.
His face stopped a few centimeters away and his lips brushed mine softly causing me to close my eyes on reflex.
“You are mine, Aurora” I heard him say and his lips crashed into mine.
It was just how I remembered his lips to feel, it made my eyes water to have his lips on mine. All the previous feelings I had for him that was buried for many years began springing up.
This was what I feared but at that moment, every worry faded away with the wind. Immediately he kissed me, the walls I had put up to guard my heart began crumbling, everything was drowned by the rain.
I had completely surrendered to him. Yes, he could have me. I was his.
The kiss moved from slow, tender and gentle to fierce, demanding and hot. And I matched it all
We were impatient, perhaps we knew that taking a break will give us time to think of what we were doing and why it was so wrong. No one wanted to think, we just wanted to enjoy the moment.
He began picking at my clothes and I helped him undress me with shaking hands whilst being engrossed in his sweet lips.
I left him to finish it after a few seconds and went to his pants and began undoing them. In a few minutes, we were both stark naked and bare to each other. It was beginning to feel awkward to be naked in front of the only man who had seen my nakedness in the past. But all awkwardness flew out the window when I felt Ethan grabbed my ass and raised me up effortlessly, I instinctively wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled back to breath a little while he placed feathery kisses on my neck. He sucked on an area and I released a muffled moan, the feeling was undescribable.
I was too lost in ecstasy to notice him moving and only realized it when my back hit the bed. He began trailing kisses from my neck down to my breasts, I released another muffled moan when I felt his lips on my suckling on my breasts.
Oh how much I have missed this!
My core throbbed and I could already feel the wetness on my thighs, funny how I have been wet since I saw his face.
As if hearing the plea down there, he responded by guiding himself into me. I moaned even louder, he was bigger than the last time or was it just my imagination?
Amidst the cold and thundering rain, we clung to each other with sweating bodies. We filled each other up and the sexual tension between us since we met again was finally satisfied. It was an out of this world experience and I wanted to revel in it forever but it was impossible.
Once we brought ourselves to the edge and came with a mind-blowing orgasm, then everything began to clear up. The mushiness in my head unclogged itself and I realized what I had done.
I had gone against every wall I had put up and had sex with Ethan Balor, my ex lover, my sister's ex lover and mate.
I didn't wait. Neither did I listen to Ethan calling me back. I grabbed what was left of my dignity and out the door I went.