Mia could not tell if Erik's kisses were the reason why she lost the ability to deny all the damage he was doing to her body. But she also must admit to herself that everything that is happening now seems like the fulfillment of all her dreams and fantasies about the young man.
Maybe that's why she didn't have a fair chance with Bernie. Because of the fact that her feeling for this young man remained in her heart. And that's the reason why there are times when he suddenly comes to her mind. Because it is her heart that reminds her. Or because her own heart tells her to care about him?
Either way, it doesn't matter. All she knows is that she is happy now and it seems that when she is with the young man, she forgets that once in her life she made a decision she will regret. And that was none other than Bernie.
Coldness enveloped Mia's whole body when she felt the cold embrace her when the young man finally did what he wanted to do with her top.
When Erik looked at her. She saw in his eyes what seemed to be small flames of intense desire that were competing to dance there. From what she saw, Mia was unable to stop feeling intense happiness at the same time as the corners of her eyes quickly heated up.
"Hey," the young man quickly wiped away the tears that fell from her eyes. "Are you okay?" he asked in his usual kind tone which was one of the many good qualities in the man that she loved so much.
"S-Sorry," she said followed by a soft chuckle.
She just couldn't admit to her the truth about how happy she was. And that thing even she could not understand.
How is she willing to give herself now to the young man, but she can't admit her true feelings to him?
Is it because she is still confused?
Or maybe she's not sure because she thinks Erik's aggressiveness awakens her body heat? Because like she said, for a long time since Bernie started to become a womanizer, he no longer gave her needs as a woman.
"Tell me, what's your problem?" Erik asked again, caressing her forehead.
Mia just shook her head again. "No, I'm fine," she answered with a reassuring smile.
Mia knew that because of what she did, the warmth that was around them earlier was affected. And she has a feeling that Erik believes the same and it seems that the young man has no plans to let it disappear completely, which is why he kissed her on the lips again.
At that time, the young lady decided not to let the things that enter her mind affect her. Because what she wants is to enjoy every sensation that Erik gives and wants to give her.
His kiss was deep and finally consumed all of Mia's worries.
She didn't know if the young man meant it, but the way he kissed her was very effective as if he didn't want to even give her a chance to breathe. A few moments later, the young man's hand began to move towards the part of her womanhood. And then in a hasty way, he squeezes it gently in the most teasing way.
"Oh," she said when the young man released her lips.
She felt the effect on her body of what the young man's hand did to her womanhood and she couldn't bear to let out a soft moan due to the overwhelming happiness she suddenly felt.
"Tell me, Mia, do you want me to stop this?" the young man's breathless question followed her in a tone that was marked by extreme restraint, so she stared into his black eyes.
That's when the young lady smiled and felt the most handsome face she had ever seen in her entire life. Then, in a teasing manner, she gently ran her index finger over his lips knowing that he would continue to pleasure her if she let him.
But she didn't need to speak anymore because she thought that the young man got what she wanted to convey with that action, and she was secretly happy about it.
Erik knew she was shy. But despite the fact that they were not very close even then, he was still able to read what was in her mind and heart. He seems to know and feel what he really wants.
The young man kissed her again. And with quick movements, he was able to remove the skirt she was wearing and even the smallest covering that was left on her body.
Erik finally undressed her, and the young man freely observed her nakedness which now seemed like a delicious dish laid out in front of him.
Just like before, the young man's eyes were still full of desire. But now that's not only the emotion she sees like little tongues of fire competing there.
Erik's eyes were full of admiration and Mia was very happy.
The admiration was probably the reason why even with the young man's quick actions as he took off his own covers by her feet, he was unable to take his eyes off her.
Mia's face quickly turned red when her eyes caught the thing between Erik's legs.
She was no longer a virgin to say that it was the first time she had seen the male sex. But maybe because it was Erik, she really felt great discomfort.
"Oh, why are you blushing again, sweetheart?" Erik asked amused that she didn't notice that she was being watched by him.
The young lady’s face blushed even more because of Erik's comment about her. "N-Nothing," she lied then looked away from him.
Erik didn't speak anymore and instead, he just smiled at her and then teasingly started to rub the head of his manhood in her opening.
Mia immediately felt what seemed to be a whiplash of happiness at what Erik did. It seem like she had reached heaven because he didn't stop doing it eventually the young man gradually started doing it faster.
"Oh, Erik! Mmmm..." when Mia couldn't stand it, that's what she finally moaned, then tightly held onto the young man's arm while tightly closing her eyes.
"Mia, open your eyes," said Erik after he touch her mouth with a gentle kiss.
At that moment, Erik continued to flirt with his masculinity in her femininity. But because of what he said, Mia was like a robot who willingly followed what the young man wanted her to do.
She opened her eyes and met Erik's gaze. But she was very surprised by what happened next. Suddenly, she felt him stop and then slightly pushed the head of his manhood into her.
The kind of horror that seemed like the venom of a snake spread through Mia because of that. She was no longer surprised when because of what happened she closed his eyes again. But at the same time, as she closed her eyes, Erik spoke again.
"Mia, look at me, I want to see the emotion in your eyes as I enter you," he ordered in a calm but seductive tone.