Iris's POV
"What if I want to be your Luna?" My words took him unawares, he stared at me. "Come on Rupert, I love you, I could make you conquer my pack, you could merge the two packs, after all, your pack territory is the biggest and the largest around the east, and I trust you to care for my people, I beg you, choose me."
"Iris, do you know what you are talking about?"
"Of course, I know, I want to give not just myself to you but also my pack and everyone in there, I know you will be the best..."
"No, I can't, I don't want to hurt you."
"I don't think you will hurt me, you can't hurt me, right?" I grabbed his face, cupping his two cheeks in my hand. "Look at me in the eyes and tell me, you don't love me." He stared at me parting his lips but not a word came out. I could see that he felt the same thing for me, he loved me, he wanted me, he wanted to protect me and he cherished me. That is all I wanted, nothing more, I know he is confused the mate bond is what is confusing.
"Iris..."
When he finally wanted to speak, I grabbed his face, pushing me closer to him, locking lips with him.
"Oh, Iris!!!'' He moans between our lips, I have broken him again and I know this time, there is no going back, the entire place is filled with the smell of our arousal.
He kissed me passionately, it was different from every other kiss that we shared, it was one of someone who desires and cherishes a person. Suddenly he pulled from me, he stared into my eyes.
"You should get some rest, I too want to rest." He distances himself from me, I know he is controlling himself towards me.
"Come on Rupert, you don't have to avoid me."
"Iris, avoiding you is the best."
"I don't think so, do you know you set my body on fire every day I watch you and live under the same roof with you?
Iris, you have to stop whatever feelings you are nursing for me, it's only going to bring you pain."
"I didn't say pick me as your Luna and reject Celina, Fine, maybe, I used the wrong words, we both can just be pleasure mates, nothing attached, like friends with benefits."
"You are crazy." He said averting his gaze from me. I signed inwardly, how could he be so aroused but still strong enough to control his urges? I took off my pajamas and dragged the Hem off my shirt. His gaze moves back to me.
"Shit!!!" He cursed seeing that I was about to take off my shirt, I was back out, I wanted him and I was going to have him, by tomorrow we must be Preparing to leave this place, and my chances of seeing him, or being with him might be slim, so I am taking it all, tomorrow is not promising.
I pulled my shirt off my head and tossed it away. I could see his throat move, like someone swallowing an invisible lump, maybe my nude body was affecting him badly.
He wanted to move his gaze from me but he just couldn't, I could see his boner, it was obvious that he was standing in a tiny line, I could seduce him, instead of just standing.
"Do you like what you see?" I tease, raising my legs a bit and running my tongue on my lips, causing it to wet them.
"Leave!!!" He groaned at me, I just needed to push it a bit and everything would fall in my favor Sally kept saying in my head that his wolf wanted us also, so if his wolf was not helping him, it wouldn't take much time before he falls hopelessly for my charm
"Oh dear Rupert, you don't have to be hard on yourself, you should give in." I watch as his lips become thinner as he presses them together.
"You should leave I command you, as the alpha." I tittered at his actions.
"Have you forgotten that I am also an alpha?" He glared at me. "Maybe, I should start commanding you to strip."
"You wouldn't dare, I am still the alpha of this pack and I have an upper hand, until you are under this pack, you are still just another pack member. So you can't make me bow or give me orders."
"Hm!" That was all I said before I took off my bra and the remainder of my wear, I was completely in my birthday suit.
"Iris!" I said get out.
"And if I don't? Are you going to punish me, Alpha Rupert?" I raised my hands, running them on my neck. "Tell me, what kind of punishment will you give me? Spank me? On my ass, thigh? Tell me where?" I move closer, he takes a step back. What is he even made of? I thought to myself when he closed his eyes, I gave up, I bent to pick my clothes, so I could wear them and get off his sight, I was getting embarrassed and my mind is calling me a whore already but something cold meets my waist, I jerk, turning to see what was that.
"Rupert!!!' I whispered, his lips smashed against mine and pushed me gently to the wall. He pulled my legs and placed it on his hip.
While his tongue invaded my mouth, we locked lips together for more than five minutes, his lips were sweet, it was like his scent, I love it and everything he does to me. Just the kiss made me want him more.
He pulled from me, I breathed so fast, and he watched me, as I tried to catch my breath, is he going to stop now? Oh dear moon goddess don't let him stop, don't make him leave me hanging, I might die.
Still in my thoughts I heard the sound of his belt as he unbuckled it and his pants fell to the floor, I smiled but he glared at me. I don't care about his actions.
"Iris, you asked for this, you should ask me to stop now."
I signed at his words, rolling my eyes. "Don't roll your eyes at me, I don't like it, it's disrespectful." His last words followed by attacking my lips, he roamed his hand on my skin, they were cold and warm at the same time, everywhere he touched me, sent my body into another world, I couldn't feel my senses, everything was right and I was going to enjoy the moment even when I know that there will be no tomorrow from us but let's have this moment.
"Ah!" I let out a small sound of pain.
"Should I stop!!!" He asked with gritted teeth.
"No! Yes!"
"Which should I take?"
"No!'' I screamed, letting out a moan, he did justice to my body and I loved it, it was my first and the best, he wrapped his arms around me as we stayed make on the cave bed, and we moved from outside to inside the cave, I rest my head on his chest as I dived into Dreamland, it was the best day of my life, losing my pride to the man, I love even though he is not my mate.
"I love you so much!!!" I murmured, he didn't move, I guess he was sleeping because his breath was heavy, so I decided to rest on his chest. "Will you be the only man that touches me this way?"