My head is dizzy, I'm silent waiting for someone who never comes. It's two o'clock at night. Where is she? Why leave without leaving news like this. My legs kept moving restlessly, I often walked around the room to get a little calm.

"Sorry I'm late."

I looked at the woman who just came home she was carrying her small bag and her body looks so limp

"honey, honey you okay?"

I immediately hugged she, then I smelled a very thick smell clinging to her shirt and lips, the smell of alcohol.. she was drunk.

"Alex, what happened?"

"I should be the one asking you. What really happened to you.”

I sat she on the bed, she looked pale and very weak.

“Rein, drink this.”

I help her drink water, she slowly sheds tears and starts crying she covers her face with her palms

"what happened? Why can't I have the same offspring as Devya? Why?"

Her cries that were just sobs have now become frustrated screams, I tightly hug my wife's body

"Calm down honey, calm down."

I gently caressed her hair, her hand rebuffed mine she glared at me

"Don't touch me!! Don't touch me you bastard!"

He looked very hurt and walked away into our room. I saw she rolling to and fro on the bed

"Honey, watch out for the fall."

"I know you do not love me. I know you don't have any feelings for me. You just love that world model, I know.”

I just stood still, my hands moving to keep she from falling on the floor.

"Why are you holding my body? Let me fall, let me hurt.”

"Can not."

I answered she in a soft voice, holding back her body that was rolling to and fro.

"This is all over. They are already together, as is our relationship.”

"no. I will never let you go."

I lifted her up and sat her on my lap, I hugged her waist tightly and she rested her head on my shoulder.

"I don't want to hurt you, I also don't want to make you suffer after making love with me."

I put she to sleep right on the bed, then my footsteps walked open the door to my work and went back to work there, I spent my time.

"I know you do not love me. I know you don't have any feelings for me. You just love that world model, I know.”

All the sentences that came out of her beautiful lips kept blabbering in my head filling the empty space of my head. I pulled the desk drawer, I took the photo frame of a woman who was in it

"Raiya."

I hugged tightly the photo frame made my tears flow when I imagined she near me and in my arms.

"Alex, alex."

I saw Reina walking staggered she approached me who was sitting on the bench and opened some files that were on my desk.

"Alex."

She sat on my lap, took the photo frame in my hand and slammed it violently until it broke.

"Why can't you love me, why can't I enter your heart? Are the walls of your heart that thick?”

her thin arms wrapped around my neck and rested her head on my chest.

"Alex, why?"

She looked me in the eye, brought her lips close to kiss mine but I avoided she making she sad again.

"Why did you marry me if you didn't give me the right to be your wife?"

It really hurt, my heart ached so much after hearing she say that to me. I just hugged her waist tightly and let her rest her head on my shoulder. She fell asleep very soundly.

"I'm sorry honey, I can't give you rights as my wife. We never even had sex, I'm sorry honey."

My arms still tightly wrapped around her waist and tilted my head up feeling the tears that fell down my cheeks.

'honey, I've made breakfast for you. Please eat well, I have to go to work now- Alex.'

I put the letter I had written under the plate that was on the dining table. I walked away back to the room, I saw my wife who was still sleeping very soundly.

"See you, honey."

I smiled and walked under the scorching sun, I stepped my foot towards the bus stop. I pass the park and meet a lonely woman who wears sexy clothes in the morning.

"Hey babe." She called me

"Hi." I return the greeting

She touched my chest sensually, my hands wrapped around her waist.

“Babe, did you have sex with that fierce woman?” she whispered

Now She is sniffing my neck like a cat and playing around my neck sensually.

"I have to go now, Raiya."

"why? Just five minutes, babe. Come on follow me."

She gripped my hand tightly, she took me away from the bus stop to go to her mansion.

"How are you, watson?"

"I'm glad you didn't misunderstand. Watson, She has just returned from overseas I thought you would misunderstand and think that Watson is my husband, but thank you for considering she my brother."

"Yes. I've known you for a very long time, Rai."

"shout."

She put her index finger right in front of my lips, her hand moving right and left holding the guard.

"Babe, let's play."

Slowly She took off her sexy clothes on the floor, She threw it everywhere, I only saw two mounds on her chest.

"why? Touch me babe."

her hand held mine, bringing my hand for she to place on the mound of her chest.

"do you have a problem?" She asked me.

her hands caressed my neck and face sensually, my hands that were on the two mounds of her chest gently massaged her chest, squeezing it making she show a sensual face biting her lips.

"ahhh squeeze tightly, babe."

My hands are good at giving she satisfaction, I squeeze her breasts regularly

"Ah, so delicious."

I pushed she on the bed and stroked her hair sensually, I caressed her face gently. We kissed, She sucked my lips and I bit her lips making she let out a sigh.

“babe, are you satisfied with me?”

After having intercourse with she, she caresses my chest and rests her head on my back She bites my ear

"I have to go to work I'm sorry."

"Babe, I'll make lunch for you, okay?"