I was so shocked to see Alex who had just boarded the bus and sat next to me, I could hardly believe it. I saw something in the plastic
"what's that?"
I saw him panicking and looking really nervous
"Alex, answer me."
I tugged at his collar and saw some purple marks decorated on his neck, my whole body was shaking like I had a bomb explode inside my head.
"Rein, calm down."
My tears fall, my head is dizzy and my heart hurts so much I look very disappointed in him. I smell the perfume that fills his shirt. Women's perfume..
"who?"
"what?"
“Who did this!! What is that model?”
I saw he was so nervous, my heart really hurt. Imagining His body that managed to make other women sigh enjoying the impact that I never even felt.
"This hurts a lot, Alex. It hurts so much.” I just kept on grumbling
I cried covering my face, I looked into his eyes that were flat on me. He doesn't love me, only pity me.
“Rein, I will explain to you everything.”
"it's enough. I've seen everything well."
I didn't want to hear anything that came out of his mouth, I immediately got off the bus with swollen eyes, I ran into the office and went straight to the toilet.
"why? Why did this have to happen. This is very painful."
The quiet toilet room filled with the sound of my sobs, I ruffled my hair with frustration wetting my hair with water to make my shirt wet.
My hand moved to take the cellphone in my small bag, I called someone.
"I want to ask permission not to work today."
After asking permission, I immediately left the office. I boarded the bus, with my sobs. I can't stand the intense pain.
"very painful."
I came home with a swollen face and tears that did not stop flowing. I was silent in the corner of the room with a sad face down. I'm so fragile.
"I can't let my husband belong to another woman, I can't."
I took my cell phone from my pocket, I bought a lot of sexy clothes. I waited for the clothes for three hours to be delivered to my house.
“Miss, are you crying?” the packager asked me.
“You don't need to know, noisy!!”
I slammed the door of the house, carrying a package box filled with sexy clothes. I brought the box into my room, I opened the box filled with sexy clothes with various models in the same color, red. Because Alex likes the color red.
"I will not let my husband be hers, I will show my ability to satisfy my husband tonight."
I took one of the sexy clothes and I put it on. I walked to the kitchen to make him dinner.
"Does it taste good? It looks like it will be delicious.”
I smiled, then waited for my husband to come home from work and put on a shirt that would make him take his eyes off His
"I'm so sexy now." I smile.
One hour passed
Two hours have passed, I am still faithfully sitting on the dining table
Three hours passed and he still wasn't home. Makes me nervous waiting for him. I was sleepy, very tired waiting for him to come home.
"Alex, why doesn't he come home too?"
My tears are flowing again, my heart hurts so much. My mind keeps imagining how my husband's intercourse with that woman. I lay down my body that felt very tired on the bench with the sexy red clothes I was still wearing.
"I love you so much, Alex. Do not leave me." My lips squeaked before I actually drifted off to sleep...
I opened my eyes, seeing the sunlight coming in woke me up. I saw my body that was already on the bed with clothes still the same as last night I wore.
"Is Alex not home yet?" I asked with a restless heart.
I got up and walked towards the dining table, I saw a letter written for me.
'Today I have a meeting, I made breakfast for you. I'll be home late- Alex"
I gripped the paper tightly until it shattered in my hands, I cried again and ruffled my hair in hatred. I screamed as loud as I could. Office meeting he said?? I'm sure he'll go on another date with that woman. bastard.
"unlucky!! Again? Why is he always like this? Why is there only pain I feel after marrying him?!!”
I angrily carried myself to get ready in the toilet, cleaned myself and put on my clothes for work. I wiped my puffy eyes a few times and covered them with foundation.
"Good morning, Miss Reina." Greet office friends
"Yes, good morning." My answer is cold
I walked with an angry face, I saw Alex was focused on taking care of some files in his private room. I entered the room
"Good morning, Alex." I greeted coldly, before retorting my anger.
He only looked at me for a moment and refocused on his file, I gripped my hand tightly and walked over to his desk. I took the files from his hand and threw them all at his face, sending them strewn across the floor. I squinted, hate.
"damn it! Bastard!”
He just took a deep breath, not looking at me.
Making me so annoyed, I tugged at his collar for him to look at me.
"why?!!" I shouted in front of his face that still didn't take his eyes off
“I want to work, Rein. Sorry."
I removed his collar and he knelt down to pick up all the files lying on the floor.
"Okay, work to your heart's content."
I was angry, I walked away from his private room and sat at my desk doing my job quickly. I don't want to spend a lot of time because I want to go home soon.
"Ah, Miss Rein is home?" ask my friend
"Sorry, I have to go now."
My mind keeps getting bogged down by Alex, imagining him giving other women satisfaction every night. Made me daydream and stepped to cross the road.
I felt someone pulled my hand tightly, my body was immediately hugged tightly my heart beat fast.
"Take good care of yourself."
I was surprised to hear Alex's voice, he hugged me tightly to save me from the car that almost hit me.
"look after yourself."
After speaking, he walked back with his back to me towards the office. I ran, grabbed his hand tightly and gave him a kiss, the sweetness was so sweet. Alex's hand pushed my chest making me fall backwards
"Please, don't do such a silly thing again."
I squinted again at him, I was really really mad at him and beat him with the small bag that I always carry
"stupid? You say I'm ridiculous?? Don't you know what it's like to be me waiting for your return all night? Trying to be not me just wants to satisfy your libido but you never want that, make food and throw it back because you didn't come too."
Slowly my tears flow,
"This hurts Alex. What did I do wrong to make you treat me like this?”
“Baby!!”
My sentence was delayed, I saw a model woman running with a red package. Just like what I saw yesterday.
"Babe, you forgot to bring your food."
Now the model woman is embracing my husband's arms and pampering his body.
"Ray."
Soft tone of voice, beautiful lips calling the name of another woman.
"baby?"
I very clearly saw them kissing, I saw Alex sucking, biting and licking the lips of a bitch there and right in front of me. A kiss so sensual, I've never had. My body is very weak, I am very fragile, I can only look down at the husband I love doing intimate scenes.
"Sorry for forcing you to kiss me, Al."
My heavy footsteps, my body that was very weak I carried away along with the tears that had been flowing, made my eyes swell again and my face swelled up again. How much should I shed tears?? How much longer do I have to hold it all in?
I came home with a limp body, I put a small bag on the table and opened my bedroom drawer, took a sex toy from there and took lubricant and then went to the wardrobe to get Alex's clothes,
“Alex loves me, he loves me so much. Right Alex?"
I took off my clothes one by one and put them on the floor, I who was naked immediately lay down on the bed, my hand pressed the lubricating gel to remove the contents, I spread my thighs and rubbed it evenly into my hole,
“Reina, your husband loves you very much. No woman can take His eyes off you." I grumbled in my lonely room
I have spread my thighs, I press the button on the sex toy object and vibrate it in my chest then down to my stomach and slowly into my hole
“aaahh alex keep it up, aaahh”
I picked up speed, made my pits vibrate and I bit my lower lip channeling the incredible sensation I was feeling, my other hand gripped Alex's shirt tightly and brought it up to my face, I inhaled in Alex's scent.
“aaahhh Alex this is so delicious, alex”
My hands are shaking holding the vibrator, I back and forth the tool feels like having real intercourse with alex. Inhaling his scent that clings to his shirt, back and forth objects that vibrate my hole makes me feel an extraordinary sensation, slowly my tears flow, I realize this is not real, I'm just a depressed woman who expects sex with my husband.
"aaahhh alex aaahh delicious...ahhh ahh ahhh."
My body was at a climax, I expelled fluids from my body and continued the game for four rounds, I was weak and fell asleep on the bed with the mess I did.
Honestly, as long as the game kept my tears flowing, I cried feeling a conflicted feeling. Between pleasure and pain because none of this is real