My Confession
Dear Ailey Espinar,
When I was in first year college I stucked in traffic. I saw a girl struggling to ride a bus. She was wearing a pharmacy uniform of Laurente. "Poor girl," I said, but why would she ride a bus? She is a student of Laurente. All know, how much the tuition there. I think she is smart to obtain a scholarship. After that, I found myself riding a bus.
Heck, I don't know! Like what the hell? I have my own car! I can buy a car as many as I can! I'm always looking for that girl. I think, I'm the victim of fucking love at first sight.
At first, I struggled to find a bus. There are so many people, noisy and irritating, but when I think of that girl. I want to see her and know her name, but it
doesn't happen that early because I'm torpe. I never failed to find her. She was standing at the bus over and over again. Why would she needs to suffer this kind of life? I admire her for not minding how hard the life is, just to finish her study.
Riding a bus. That was crazy, Denveir Camerino, one of the richest student of Laurent University riding a bus? Funny, but it became my daily routine just to see the future pharmacist girl.
I am happy to see her face even if she doesn't know
me.
Until one day, I simply stare at her I.D. I smile when I saw… Ailey Espinar BS in Pharmacy, So, her name is Ailey. That beautiful name! It was you, Ms. Pharmacist.
Days, months, a year had passed. Finally, you noticed me. The first thing I know was it is not good because of that fucking maniac. I can't identify myself that time because I am really pissed with that guy.
On the second day, I saw you craving for peanut that's why I brought, but I didn't know how to give peanuts to you without embarrassing. On the third day, I felt a current on my hand when I first touched you and I really can't sleep that night. I was thinking of your beautiful face! On our fourth day together, I heard the news about having no public transportation that's why I went to the bike shop. I'm crazy, smiling, looking at it and imagining things. I studied how to use bike before I fetch you. I think, I'm out of my mind smiling the whole time with you on the bike. You can't see it, though. My heart jumps when you accidentally hugged me. That was great feeling ever. On the fifth day, I want to confess my feeling. I had a hard time in my past three years just to steal a glimpse of you.
In riding a bus, I learned how to spend money on more profitable things. I learned how to value small things because not all people has everything on their hand. That is because of you. You taught me unconsciously about the lessons in life.
Using this letter, I want you to know that I love you. I forgot my wealth life just to ride a bus, even if it is too hot and annoying place ever. I love you to the
point that I can't even say a simple word to say 'Hi' or something. I love you to the point that I'm always here to watch you at a distance to know that you got home safe. I love you to the point that I stalked your Facebook, but shy to add a request. I love you to the point that I open your locker and put some foods. I love you to the point that I'm waiting for your graduation to court you because I don't want me to be distraction in your study. I love you to the point that I want you to be my wife in the future.
Ailey Espinar, this is my true love for you. I'm willing to do everything, even if it is just to get a glimpse from you. I'm sorry for not letting you know that I'm your 'stalker'. In our five days together, This is the three years of seeing you at the bus. Happy three years of my love for you. I hope you won't laugh at my confession. I'm really nervous about this. I can't wait for your graduation that's why I wrote a letter. I just want you to know that there is a person who has a strong immeasurable love for you. Chase your dream no matter what happen. I will support you. I admire you for being brave! Ailey Espinar, Ms. Pharmacist, Mahal na mahal kita.
Your stalker,
Denveir Camerino.