Chapter 46 A Little Bit More
XANDER.
-Oh, yes. I'm still very hungry, kitty.
His deep, grave voice hypnotizes me, wraps me very deeply within his spell and I find myself longing for more. His gaze runs over every inch of my body and my skin quivers at the thought of his big hands touching me. I want him to caress me, to possess me, to feel the flames that he provokes every time we are close, to claim me and never... Never let me go.
I've never felt anything so strong and fierce for anyone. The emotions that have blossomed inside me for Magnus are pure, warm, and mighty, a growing need to stay by his side and make him happy. My greatest wish is to compensate with our love all the past, all the demons that we both carry, and that we find so difficult to eliminate.
I still don't fully know his story, only what Fredek has told me, which is practically nothing. But I wish to be for him one of the reasons why he wants to live, to know that I want and will be there to help him heal the wounds of his heart and soul, but above all: to love him. To love him with all my strength and dedication for the rest of my days.
When his gaze finally connects to mine, I am so warm and excited that every breath I take is a miracle. My pulse rate increases considerably and my dick is so stiff that it's already starting to hurt. The way he devours my body makes me shudder, I'm struggling with whether to cover myself for shyness or to let him see as much of me as he pleases. In the end, I am inclined to the second option.
My hands are above my head and I press hard on the sheets when I see him start to undress. He gets rid of the coat first and then moves on to the tie. When both pieces have fallen to the ground, he places the hands on the buttons of the shirt and, I swear to God, it is the most sensual act I have ever seen.
He passes every button through every hole, taking his time and never ceasing to watch me. His strong hands are doing their job in a precise way, unlike me, as I am shaking like jelly. He finally reaches the last button and I can already get a glimpse of his wide and muscular chest, I let out a small gasp without being able to avoid it because of the anticipation of putting my palms on it.
The fabric slides across his robust shoulders until it falls with a silent whisper on the floor. My palms are itching and all I can think about is touching, touching, and touching even more. His slightly tanned skin stands out in the dim light of the lamp, my eyes scanning his naked torso carefully for a long moment, which must have been longer than I thought because, when I reconnect our gazes, there is a sarcastic smile on his face for which I cannot help but blush.
His hands are now on the belt and he manages to release it with an agile and fluid movement. When those fingers touch the button on the trousers, I swallow thickly and hold my breath. The sound of the zipper coming down is felt to my toes. Damn it, I'm so fucking horny and hot I could boil an egg in my stomach without any problem.
As he slides it down his strong thighs, I let go of the air I had been holding, appreciating the view he is giving me of his perfect body. Alexei is big, in every way. Even lifting me on the tip of my toes I can barely reach half of his chest and honestly, that's one of the things I like most about him.
His entire figure is beautifully toned, though without being exaggerated. He can carry and manipulate me without even breaking a sweat and although at first, he made me feel intimidated, now he gives me a sense of security. My man can defend me from anyone using only the strength of his little finger.
ALEXEI.
Despite the outer calm I appear to have, inside I'm about to explode. I want to possess his body so badly that I'm going crazy. My wolf is restless and ordering me to claim him and I'm having a hard time restraining him. And the way Xander's staring at me doesn't help my self-control at all. My cock is caught in the only piece of cloth that covers me, so by holding the waistband of my boxer, I take it off.
My erection jumps free, completely hard and pulsating, the head red and shiny, wanting to be attended. I observe for the last time the delicate and beautiful body spread out on the bed until I start to slide over it. Xander opens his legs for me, allowing me to stand between them and slowly lower myself, leaning on my elbows to avoid crushing him.
I can notice his elevated breathing on my lips because of how close we are now, the distance between our bodies is zero and our erections are rubbing against each other, taking from me a ridiculous amount of effort not to penetrate him with strength on the damn mattress... I don't want to hurt him.
I close my eyes and our mouths merge into one hungry, needy kiss. Fuck, how I love his taste, his texture, the tingle he causes in my stomach every time I possess his lips. Xander hands himself to me on a silver platter and I consider myself a very fortunate bastard. Our tongues meet and massage each other, his hands surround my neck, bringing me even closer, so I tilt my head a little to deepen the kiss. I drink his moans like a man who has found water after almost dying of thirst in the desert.
I have always been concerned with regulating and controlling my emotions, especially about my work, as I cannot afford to be reckless or careless. I have had several partners or casual encounters over the years but I have never let myself get carried away. But with Xander, that's impossible.
It's like he found the key to the chest where my emotions were deeply guarded and opened it at will whenever he wanted to. I should be concerned, I should run so far away from him until he was unable to find me. But no, I'm not. I desire to give them all to him, I want him to own me just as I want to own him, to share everything with him and to represent an Alpha completely worthy of him. I'm sure I'll succeed.
As I separate myself from his addictive lips, I begin to trace a path of kissing, licking and biting through his jaw, slowly descending to the neck and entertaining myself with the clavicles. At this point, Xander moans and gasps non-stop and his noises of pleasure go straight to my cock. Suddenly, he puts both hands on my chest, pushing me away a little. He has an uncomfortable expression on his face and I begin to worry that I might have hurt him to some extent.
-Magnus - his breathing is heavy and irregular -. Wait... Stop - I freeze on top of him, as I watch him move and twist, grimacing.
-What's the matter, kitty? - My eyebrows are furrowed and I'm more worried than hell.
-You... -You're... - he's suddenly embarrassed, looking like a red tomato, and he stutters while speaking -. It hurts...
-What? Tell me. What is it? - I insist once again, on the verge of panic.
-My tail, Magnus... - his hip rises and I suck a breath as the movement causes a more direct and delicious rubbing between our cocks to happen -. You're... You're crushing m-my tail... - I open wide the eyes in surprise and leaning quickly on my hands, I lift my body to give him enough space. He reaches behind the back and draws his long tail, which was being squashed by our bodies, letting out a sigh of relief.
-I'm sorry, kitty. Are you okay? - I let myself fall gently on my elbows again.
-Yes, I'm fine now - giving me one of those smiles that warm me up inside -. You can kiss me again - He doesn't have to ask me twice.
Our lips reconnect as my hands run over his silky skin. Xander is incredibly sensitive and I am even more excited that he reacts so beautifully to my touch. His body quivers as my palms pass by, he holds me with both arms and legs to bring me closer, his tail wraps around my thigh and I feel like touching it, but I prefer to do it when I can claim him in his next heat.
I break away and whisper over his lips, looking into his eyes.
-On your hands and knees, kitty - He lets out a gentle gasp, moves away from me. Slowly, he turns on his stomach, rests his open palms and his right cheek on the mattress and taking support from his knees, he lifts that beautiful ass into the air and over my full reach.
I massage the rounded balloons, appreciating how his lubricant slips down his thighs and pleased to hear the erotic sounds coming from Xander's mouth. My dick is red and so hard as steel right now that I'm afraid I won't be able to hold it long once it's in.
No matter how many times we've been together, I always want more from him, and to know that he gives me his trust by becoming completely submissive to me, drives me crazy... And horny.
I start rubbing his pink, wrinkled entrance with one of my fingers and slowly insert it, Xander moans louder when he feels the invasion.
-Do you like it this way? - My voice is hoarse with desire. He nods frantically as he continues with the low gasps and moans -. Tell me, Xander. I want to hear you say it.
-Yes, fuck... - his voice comes out in a whisper. I bend over until my chest touches his back and my mouth is over his ear, penetrating him with my finger in slow, steady movements.
-That's right, kitty. Enjoy for me - I insert another finger in his ass and start stroking his prostate -. Do you feel it?
-Yes! - and screams, twisting his waist, impaling himself on my fingers. With my free hand, I take a handful of hair and bend his head to look at me. His eyes are crystal clear and the lips half-open as he groans with pleasure.
-You're mine, Xander - I push hard into him, stimulating his sweet spot -. Your whole body's mine, you belong to me. No one else can do this to you. Do you understand? - I stick a third finger in, and now he starts moaning loudly, right on my mouth, his hips moving in time with the penetration of my fingers -. Say it, Xander.
-Yes, God! - His hands tighten the sheets and the smell of his excitement floods the room, making mine even stronger -. Yours, Magnus. Yours alone - I bow down and gently bite his lower lip, sucking it before releasing it.
-Good boy - I part from him and reach for a condom on the table at the side of the bed, tear the wrapper and slide it quickly over my hard dick -. Are you ready, kitty?
-Y-yes, baby... - brings the little hands to his ass and spreads the cheeks, my dick jumps in approval -. Take me.
Having a firm grip on his flesh, I begin to sink into him, and immediately his tightness receives me and surrounds me. I stop for a few seconds once I manage to get completely inside, and the incredible feeling overwhelms me. My breathing is irregular and heavy, my cock looks obscenely big inside his small entrance and I can't look away. I clench the jaw hard in an attempt not to lose control so quickly and start moving slightly.
-Magnus! - he screams in ecstasy, panting and moaning, my cock slipping inside him. I'm intoxicated by the incredible feeling and I'm fascinated by the fact that it's with him that I'm experiencing it -. Please - he whines, bringing his hands back to squeeze the sheets -. Magnus... Please.
-Tell me, kitty - my voice comes out so hoarse it scratches my throat -. Tell me what you want, and I'll give it to you - I penetrate even slower than before and he lets out a long moan in protest, which makes me smile. Who would have thought that this delicate little Omega would like rough sex so much?
-Fuck, deeper... - moves the hips in circles while his tail swings back and forth -. Faster.
-Yes? Do you want it? - I'm retiring until I almost get out of him and stop. I don't move at all, only the head of my dick is inside and the sight makes me swallow thickly.
-Goddamn it, Magnus - frustrated, he tries to penetrate himself, but my grip on his hips prevents it -. Stop playing games and start fucking... Ah! - His words are hanging in the air as I bury myself completely inside him in a hard thrust -. Yes, right there!
I increase the pace, my pelvis bumps into his round, full ass with every push. I try to keep a balance, but it's damn hard when I'm so close to reaching a climax. I already feel the tingling at the bottom of my spine and the screaming and heavy panting that comes out of Xander's mouth only makes me lose control faster. I see him move his hand down and start masturbating quickly while my cock continues to invade his interior. It's goddamn sexy.
-Magnus, no... - he whines while the movements increase, I feel his walls tighten even more -. I-I can't.
-Do you want to cum, kitty?
-Y-yes... - at this point we're both out of control, the orgasm so close that I couldn't stop myself even if I wanted to. My penetrations are deep and unrestrained and Xander arches, making my dick punish his prostate without mercy. Damn, it feels so good. I don't want it to end, but I can't hold it any longer.
-Do it, Cum for me - And so he did. With a scream and a quick pumping of his cock, the orgasm invaded his short body with force, dropping his essence on the sheets under us. Because of this, his walls squeezed my dick so hard that I couldn't contain myself any longer.
Closing my eyes firmly, I let myself go, the electricity running through my body with a powerful and ruthless intensity. My fingers digging into the smooth skin of his hips as I make a final charge inside his body.
I collapse over him, leaning my weight on my elbows so as not to press him down, and I leave brief kisses on his neck, waiting for the ravages of orgasm to leave me and my breathing to normalize.
His scent floods my nostrils and his flavor spreads through my taste buds. It's like his whole existence was designed for me, I've never had anything like this happen to me before with anyone. I've never experienced this terrible need to possess, to care for, and to love another as I do with Xander and it honestly scares me.
I'm afraid of what I might do if someone tries to take him away from me.
XANDER.
After we managed to recover a little, we both went to the bathroom and showered together. Between laughs, soft caresses, and kisses, we finished washing nd after being dry and clean, we curled up under the sheets.
I thought about leaving, but Alexei didn't want to and asked me to sleep with him. How can I say no? If I wanted the same thing. I'm on his chest, cross my hands and rest my chin on them to observe him. He looks back at me and starts caressing my cheek with a soft and delicate touch, I lean over and close my eyes, enjoying it.
-When's your next heat? - the question takes me completely by surprise and I quickly open my eyes.
-What? - I hesitate, a little dazed.
-Your next heat period, kitty. When is it? - I do a quick mental calculation. My heat is usually every three months, the last one I had was at the end of January. And now that I realize it, I've had some of the symptoms these last few days, but with everything that's happened, I didn't pay much attention.
-Must be three days away or something - I'm making a pause, watching him with curiosity -. Why? - He stares at me carefully and remains silent for a long time. So much that I think he won't answer me, until he finally does.
-I want to claim you during your heat - his fingers run from my shoulder to my neck, where my pulse beats. The statement amazes me so much that I have no words to answer, I open and close my mouth like a fish and he smiles at my stupid reaction -. I think it will be easier for you. Your body will adapt faster to the changes - his face suddenly becomes serious and he observes me attentively -. Do you agree?
The uncertainty in his eyes completely disconcerts me. I feel so many emotions in my chest that I find it difficult to identify which is which. I have never spent my heat with anyone, even though I am not a saint and I could have gotten someone to relieve me during those days, I preferred to spend them in solitude, which was extremely difficult.
Heat periods in the Omegas is a stage of complete vulnerability, we need comfort, pampering and care. I had no one to do that for me and both I and my Omega suffered greatly. Derek would always offer, but I would always reject him, because I know it would mean so much more to him than just helping me and I refused to feed him false illusions.
But now that Alexei is offering himself and wants to claim me as his partner, the emotion is overflowing from my pores and I'm almost crying with joy. This, here, is what I always dreamed of for myself during all those cold, dark nights at boarding school or in all the places where I was left by the social services, or the lonely nights in my apartment. And the fact that Alexei is offering it, means the world to me.
-Of course I agree, honey - tears of happiness start to roll down my face -. I wouldn't want to do it with anyone but you - I put my hand on his cheek and caress him with my thumb -. I love you, Magnus.
My revelation seems to leave him in shock. He didn't think I would be so direct in expressing my emotions or maybe didn't believe I would do it so quickly, but the truth is inevitable. I love him, with every particle of my body, with every beat of my heart. A love so deep and pure, born from the core of my soul.
He is stunned for a few seconds, but then I witness the understanding and acceptance shining in the brown pools of his eyes. He loves me, I know, even before his mouth opened to say:
-I love you, too, kitty - He leans over and this time the kiss is sweeter than all the previous ones we've shared. I feel it running through all my limbs and I get completely lost in the emotions.
I have never loved and will never love anyone the way I love him. Alexei Magnus has completely stolen my heart.