*Omario POV*
By the time Terrence arrives in Abi’s massive double story house, I’m going crazy and so weak I can even stand on my own. I get why she’s doing this but, I’m hoping and praying that it’s a dildo. I know that I have no right being jealous after the decisions I’ve made, she’s my mate and I can’t help it.
I want to get on my knees and cry when we finally arrive and Abi shows up with just a towel on. I can smell another men’s scent on her. It was not a dildo. I can even smell her blood, she lost her virginity to another man. Somehow Titan is making sure that the scent stays on my nostrils and it hurts like hell. As if I am not hurting enough, this guy comes down with only towel wrapped on his waist. He might be hot for a human but he’s nothing compared to me. Abi knows this which leads me to the conclusion that she definitely did this to hurt me. It takes every self-control from me to not pounce at him. The fear of turning into my dad is what keeps me back.
“You pushed her, you idiot!” Titan is really mad at me. There’s also this thing he keeps doing with his heart that I can’t quite understand. I was certain that he was dying on our way here until he kept bouncing back and forth.
I watch Abi closely as soon as the guy is gone. It’s easy to see that my gorgeous mate is no longer the abused servant who took everything that was thrown at her. She won’t back down even when Terrence tries his usual stunts on her and it’s absolutely enthralling.
As soon as the guy is gone I go on my knees and beg for forgiveness. She might be different now but I know that Abi will never extend my suffering once I apologise and acknowledge our bond. Her initial reaction is that of shock and I don’t blame her because I have failed to acknowledge what now seems so obvious.
I expect Abi to snap out of the shock, maybe scream at me, but she will forgive me. I have this under control and confident with the outcomes but Titan suddenly takes over, sprints to Abi’s bedroom and shows me the image that brings back the pain that was already fading off. This image will definitely haunt me forever.
“What the fuck are you doing?” I yell at Titan. Surely he feels the pain too. I don’t get to wonder much about his motives though because as soon as he slows his heart down, all the pain is transferred to me. What the fuck?
I am suddenly in a trans where all I see is Abi kissing and making love to another man. Her moans and screams are like sharp objects that keep piercing through my already bleeding heart. Mother never told me about this.
This horror goes on for hours. Just when I think I am getting used to it then the scent, Abi’s blood plays over and over in my head refreshing and intensifying the pain.
“Titan.”
I get no response but I know that he is here. His heart is too shallow for him to feel anything. He is punishing me. How the heck did he even know about this?
“If I die, you die too, Titan.”
He laughs. “You will live.”
He does not even try to deny it. I can’t believe this!
“You put Abi through worse and she’s still alive, isn’t she?”
“I was an idiot, Titan. I should have listened to you.”
“I cant argue with that.”
It’s a cocky response but I really fucked up.
“I am sorry, Titan. Please make it stop.”
The pain was definitely better when it was shared between the two of us.
“We should have been their first, you can never change that.”
My heart sinks. He is right that I can never take that back no matter how sorry I am.
“I know, Titan, but he was human.”
As crazy this is but it’s my only consolation now and I hope it makes Titan better too.
“So?” he asks sceptically.
“Nina is not touched. Titan, please.”
“Huh? Fine, I will speak with Nina.”
His response shocks me. I can’t even reach out to Terrence but he is going to speak to Nina.
“Nina? She’s in on this?”
I don’t know why I even ask. I only met Nina once and I’m certain that this was her idea.
“Dah! She’s my mate.” Titan rolls his eyes at me. He is really enjoying this.
“Our mate,” I correct him. I might be an idiot but we are all in this. There would be no Nina without Abi and he wouldn’t be here without me.
“Well, she hates you and quite frankly, I do too.”
I figured. That’s something I am going to have to work really hard to correct.
“Does Abi… of course she doesn’t know.”
I know Abi too well. She would never do something this extreme.
“She’s too good for you. We are going to protect her by all mean from you.”
I actually find a bit of comfort that Titan and Nina are getting along. Her bond with Titan will prevent her from killing me.
“I will never hurt her again, I swear.”
“I’ll speak to Nina.”
“Now, Titan. Abi must be worried about us. You two are the one’s hurting her now.”
I am shifting the blame but I’m trying anything that can make them stop this. My whole body is tingling and numb, I feel like I’m dying now. I also have no doubt that Abi is going through a lot right now. She could not take me killing the people who tortured her.
Titan remains quiet. I hope he is linking Nina because I don’t think I can take anymore of this.
“Titan?”
“Nina says you have to suffer the same number of days you fucked Olivia. That’s how much Abi suffered.”
“Titan, please. Abi is resilient, I won’t live through it.”