I waved Hinn Carlos goodbye after he drove me home, I was glad that I didn’t have to ask Robin to take me home or have him drop me off halfway, also after what happened in my room the other day, I wish never to run into him, but that wouldn’t happen, we attend the same school and lives in the same mansion.
I exhaled sharply already aware Robin would be at home, while I was leaving the school with Hinn Carlos I had noticed Robin’s car was not in the parking lot. I mentally calculated how I would sneak into my room without having him see me.
Taking a deep breath I turned to go into the mansion, but I halted when I saw him by the door looking straight at my face.
Speak of the devil!
I looked down at his hand and they were curled in a fist and I was curious as to why he was looking angry, was it because he saw me with Hinn Carlos? He had told me congratulations and said he was happy for me.
I shook that thought out of my head when I saw him smile, he tilted his head and his lips parted. “Welcome home.” He said it like a real gentleman that left me wondering what had gotten into Robin.
I was still trying to figure out why he was suddenly smiling at me and saying the words he had never said before, what more he was walking towards me with a huge grin on his face.
By the time I blinked to stop myself from this daze, I felt his hands wrap around my waist and in a twinkle of an eye he pulled me close to him, before I could protest, he covered my lips with his and kissed me aggressively and I stood there with big eyes and shocked.
Robin was kissing me, I was in a mouth to mouth position with Robin Hiesten, he didn’t just brush his lips on mine as he had done twice, and this time he was giving me a rough kiss.
I was in a daze, shocked and surprised at the same time, but then I remembered I had a boyfriend now, I remembered what Robin said about my body not being attractive, and now this wasn’t even a romantic kiss.
I pushed him away from him. “Yah!” I growled as I gazed at him in fury. “What did you do that for?”
To my greatest surprise, he chuckled, running his hand through his hair then he settled his eyes on me again. “Surprisingly, I think I love your lips more than your body, it looked attractive and I wanted to taste them, hopefully, it did taste sweet.” He touched his lips.
“Does that even make sense?!” I shouted at him as I curled my hand in a fist and went to hit him on his chest but he held my hands and turned me around before pinning me in a back hug while I struggled to free my hands that were held strongly by him.
“Calm down Ivana,” He whispered close to my earlobe as I felt his hot air on my skin making my body tingle. “It was only a kiss, don’t tell me you wanted more.” He chuckled softly.
I was angry at his words and I stepped hard on his feet and he growled in pain letting my hands go. “You are just an asshole!” I said in anger. “You are rude and a mean jerk!” I shouted. “And I hate you so much.” Tears filled my eyes.
He left his legs and stared into my eyes with an expression I couldn’t describe, he looked so sad and kind of broken inside, but I was too angry to continue staring at him.
“Don’t ever come close to me, I have a boyfriend now and I don’t need a jerk like you being close to me, so keep your distance!” I pointed aggressively at him and stomped into the mansion.
I didn’t glance back but I know he was not following me, had passed my warning already and I hope he does that, that was also what he wanted, to keep his distance so it was better, it should be better that way.
I shut the door of my room, tossing my bag on the bed. I sat on the floor with more tears rolling down. I didn’t know why I was crying, I just felt like crying, I used my hands to wipe off my lips as if I could erase the kiss he had planted on them.
I closed my eyes, burying my face in my palm. Why I am so angry at him, was it because of the kiss, was it because of the words he said or was it because when I asked to be friends with him he refused?
I ran my hand through my hair and looked towards my room door, I hadn't heard his footsteps, now I thought back on the words I had said and the look on his face after I told him I hate him.
I truly didn’t hate Robin, I didn’t want to hate anyone in my life, but he was being an asshole, first was telling me I didn’t look attractive, next was smiling at other girls and talking kindly to them, I have also seen the look on his face whenever he looks at Katherine, it was different from when he looked at me.
At the practice room earlier today, he leaned close to Katherine and spoke a few words to her. Kate had told me about their relationship getting better recently and Katherine had pointed out Robin of all the guys in that practice room as the best, which means they shared a special bond.
Then after he played with my emotions in the hospital and whispered those words that made me confused, he still congratulated me and Hinn Carlos on our relationship, and now what other trick was he playing by kissing me.
I won’t fall for his tricks. Never!
I got up from the floor to go take my bath, but I stopped when my eyes flickered to the window. I slowly walked out to my balcony only to find Robin standing close to a flower in the garden.
He was staring into space with his hands in his pocket, his eyes seemed sad and his shoulders were slightly crooked. I swallowed hard as I stared at him, he looked so sad and lonely right there he stood.
Have I been too harsh to him?
I had told him to stay away from me, I have told him not to come close to me. I shook those thoughts away from my head and chuckled at my stupidity.
“Hey Ivana, can you hear yourself, who told you he is sad because of the words you said to him, an asshole like Robin can never be sad.” I scoffed. “He must be thinking of another plan since the other one failed.”
I walked back into my room and picked up my towel. Whatever evil plan he has in his head, I will be ready not to fall for them and fight back.