I walked down the stairs after Robin who had made me angry by talking about Katherine being the best. If Katherine was the best I would also be the best and beat her, that way I would stop hearing that word from Robin’s lips.
Does she have Ryan and Hinn Carlos? Who cares? I wasn’t going to do this before, but now I was going to do as Kate had earlier told me, I would be the female lead, laugh victoriously to the mocking Robin and reduce the ego of Katherine who had the guts to act weak close to my boyfriend.
I was hurrying down the stairs to go say all these to Robin, but I stopped when I saw him in a faceoff with Hinn Carlos, but what I was shocked about was I heard Robin telling Hinn not to make me cry.
I know he had said he didn't want to see tears on my face since watching it was disgusting. I didn’t care about his words since I felt disgusted any time he looked at me, but here he was saying this to Hinn Carlos.
I wanted to step out of my hiding place, shout at Robin that it was not his place to tell that to Hinn Carlos because Hinn had never made me cry since I have been dating him, but what I heard from Hinn Carlos lips made me shocked.
“You should have loved Ivana when you had the chance.” I watched Robin’s hand curled in a fist. Hinn Carlos was wrong, Robin never loved me, he aimed to make me leave the mansion and stay away from him.
“Hinn, you remember our deal right?” Robin said in response and my brows knitted, I was lost here.
What deal? Does it have to do with me?
I watched on from the pillar I stood, perhaps I was just made to always hide and eavesdrop on people's discussion. I knew I had to stop this because it was becoming a habit, or would become one if I didn't stop.
“You may be her boyfriend for now, but she lives in my house and you can’t tell what goes on in there.” I heard Robin say and I clenched my dress in anger.
What the fuck is Robin trying to do? Is he trying to destroy my relationship with Hinn Carlos since he can’t convince me to stop liking him?
I was pissed deep inside and all I wanted to do was give Robin a blow, I just hoped he hadn't told Hinn about what happened that he saw all my body. I shut my eyes at the thought of that but opened them quickly when I heard Hinn’s words.
“You can’t love a lady, Robin.” I blinked at where I stood. “You have never loved someone before in your life, so you would always be like when I met you.”
I paused and looked at Robin’s face that had darkened, he had told me a similar thing a few minutes ago on the rooftop. What is happening?
“This is why you can’t hold onto Ivana.” HUH! I screamed in my head, what was Hinn saying now? “I don’t care what goes on in that mansion, because you would keep pushing her away and hurting her.”
Hinn Carlos stepped close to Robin and whispered something I didn’t grasp but I saw the expression on Robin’s face change completely, he closed his eyes, and my brows furrowed as I saw the conflicted look on Robin’s face.
“You look pathetic Robin, no matter how handsome or talented you are.” Hinn Carlos told him when he leaned back. I couldn’t believe Hinn would say this and worst of it all Hinn Carlos smirked before he left, he was happy in the pain he had caused Robin.
Oh no! What is happening? Hinn Carlos should be the good person while Robin should be the bad person, why did they switch it?
I waited to see Robin’s reaction but he just stood there with his eyes shut, his hands curled up in a fist, his lips were quivering, his expression was conflicted as if he was remembering a drastic event that had happened in his past.
“Robin, are you okay?” I asked as I rushed over to him, I was worried, worried about what has happened to Robin, worried about what he was thinking, I want to see Robin in misery but not this kind, I wanted to inflict it on him, I wanted to revenge him for what he did, but this one seems dark and if left alone he would be lost.
Hinn Carlos had said he looked pathetic no matter how talented he was, he had said he had never loved before either.
“Robin!” I called out this time when he had not heard me and he opened his eyes, he looked at me, I saw his eyes were red, I saw tears in Robin’s eyes for the first time. Robin, who hated tears, had them in his eyes.
“Robin, are you alright?” I asked again with my eyes locked with his, he lifted his hands, stretching it close to touch my cheek, I could feel the agony in his eyes, he looked like he wanted to say something to be, he looked like me whenever I needed an embrace from my mother or father or Kate.
He looked pained, no matter how he tried to suppress his tears, they were still visible in his eyelid, just as his hand was getting close to my face, he retracted in and his lips parted.
“Please, s-stay…away from me.” He turned around and walked away.
“Robin! Robin!” I called out but he didn’t look back, he disappeared out of sight quickly. “No,” I shook my head. 'I need to stop Robin, I need to.'
I ran after him, I couldn’t see him in the open field. I spotted Clara who was heading in my direction. I know I don’t talk to her much but this time I need to ask, she must have seen Robin on her way here.
“Clara, did you see Robin?” I asked as I held her hand to stop her.
“Eww…” Clara pushed my hand away. “Don’t touch me.” She wipes off her hand, on a normal occasion I would have scoffed, why would a tomboy be dressed like this, she was wearing a dress, for the first time I have seen her in it and she looks ugly in it.
“Tell me, did you see Robin?!” I barked and she looked up at me startled, she must be surprised at my temper.
“He was heading to the underground parking lot,” Clara told me and my eyes dilated. “He was not looking good either.” She added but I couldn’t hear her last statement, I have to go stop Robin from driving his car in that mood.
Before I could get to the parking lot, I saw Robin’s car speed out from it. “Robin!” I called out but how can he hear me?
He drove past me and just a glance at him, I know this was not good, Robin was not in his right mind now, I was going to kill Hinn Carlos for whatever he had whispered into Robin’s ears that had made him this way, but first, I have to go after Robin before he kills himself with that speed.